GO. SEE.

GO. SEE.

12.31.2011

beginners

Hal: Well, let's say that since you were little, you always dreamed of getting a lion. And you wait, and you wait, and you wait, and you wait but the lion doesn't come. And along comes a giraffe. You can be alone, or you can be with the giraffe.

Oliver: I'd wait for the lion.

Hal: That's why I worry about you.











And I can really see Anna's eyes in 2003. Her ears. Her feet. This is what it looks like when she says 'I love you' in 2003. This is what it looks like when she cries. When she tells me there's always a new empty room waiting for her. They used to make her feel free. Now they make her feel the opposite of free.


----Beginners

12.29.2011

12.28.2011

at least you had it

When you're sitting on the side of the rode crying over what feels like the end of the best god damn thing you ever had --well, at least you had it.



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你看見了我嗎 你看見了我吧

你懂不懂 你懂不懂

你聽見了我吧 你聽見了我嗎

我的模樣有你的孤單
我的眼光有你的方向
順其自然以後 再也不會遺憾

我一直明白要和你走一段

你經過了我嗎
就改變了我吧
這樣的天可以是何等大

你經過了我阿
就帶我走了吧
你怕不怕 你怕不怕




12.19.2011

You can't always get what you want

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes, you just might find

You get what you need



----Rolling Stones "You Can't Always Get What You Want"

12.18.2011

Everybody's gotta learn sometime




Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
It will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime






love the song! so simple

distance

It’s always more intriguing to imagine what’s happening, as opposed to seeing everything, because then you can use your imagination.
I always wanted to be at a distance.



— sofia coppola

where





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Pablo Neruda

I always gained something from making myself better,
better than I am, better than I was,
that most subtle citation:
to recover some lost petal
of the sadness I inherited:
to search once more for the light that sings
inside of me, the unwavering light.



— Pablo Neruda



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I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.



Sonnet XVII - Pablo Neruda

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12.16.2011

Armageddon.

n. 世界末日善惡決戰的戰場

the final, decisive battle between the forces of good and evil, as foretold in the Apocolypse of Saint John. Also, the site of that battle. Used metaphorically for a vast and decisive conflict, attended by cataclysmic destruction.

---The Collaborative International Dictionary of English

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12.15.2011

I would have loved you if you had let me.

Jane Eyre: I would have loved you if you had let me.

Mrs. Reed: You were born to be my torment.

Jane Eyre: Then love me or hate me as you will. You have my full and free forgiveness. Be at peace.



----Jane Eyre

12.14.2011

What's in there?




can you please tell me?


cuz if you don't, i would never know

12.13.2011

越來越容易放下,越來越難拿起來

同一首歌怎麼可以差那麼多!
Carey Mulligan和Liza Minnelli版本的New York, New York
彷彿是人生的最低點和至高點
黑色和白色
失落和充滿希望


都是同一首歌 你想要怎麼唱?

12.10.2011

but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.

Gigi: I would rather be like that, then be like you.

Alex: Excuse me? What's that supposed to mean?

Gigi: I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.



----He's Just Not That Into You

12.09.2011

I will be well again soon.

-I regretted it the moment I deleted it, as if it never happened. Me and Him. No trace, no proof.. nothing has left but me, me and me alone.

-But it must be done you know it. Don't condescend yourself, he doesn't worth it.

-How peculiar human heart is. A moment I felt so righteous and so strong...when I decided to make it gone, forever, from my sight and from my mind; and another moment I felt like crap. The instant my finger touched the screen I knew I made a mistake and I just can't stop crying.

-well, I wonder if one can be so easily erased form another's head, as simple as deleting someone's messages from your phone.

-But those were all I've got, his messages.. the only things that he's ever left me. Now they are all gone... but that was what I wanted, wasn't it? It must be, in every way. Then why do I feel so sad?

-If you think closely, he's merely a stranger.

-It's funny to behave myself like I don't care, and actually say it out that I don't need anyone, since I'm the one that nobody wants.

-Everyone needs someone.

-Then why no one stays for me then? I never understand which part I did wrong, I was trying so hard, and everything seemed so fine, so.. I mean, toward a right direction, and then all of a sudden, everything went wrong, and the world collapsed.

-We all need a person to prove our existence, to prove that life is worthy, that we are, worthy of being loved. It's just that person for you happened to be someone else, that's all.

-But it always felt so right at the beginning. Damn! I feel like shit! I feel I'm that girl in that movie "He's just not that into you", you know the girl who falls in love with Justin Long?
I need a guy friend definitely.

-I hate that movie! but I like her confession though. How are you now?

-I shall be well again, soon, I hope. I must respect myself.

12.05.2011

I love my hair!

今日感想:
我這輩子都要留長髮!
噢頁

12.04.2011

Morning Passages

昨天又看了一次the Hours,不是心血來潮,這次是為了要寫一篇電影的paper
一直哭,在一些莫名其妙的段落。
然後一整天都在聽philip Glass的Morning Passages, 在房間裡聽,公車上聽,走在路上也聽,彷彿音樂停止世界也會停止一樣,一整天都浸在一種無以名狀的情緒裡,不想說話也說不出話,只能任無聲的思緒在腦袋裡亂跑亂竄,無法自己

今天早上起來,
開啓昨晚關掉的分頁,看到Morning Passages,停了一秒鐘,關掉分頁,打開法國廣播電台,吃早餐。今天我完全不想聽,完全不想。
然後我笑了,
當下突然好喜歡這樣的自己,可以一下陷的很深,一下又完全抽離。
我不知道我是怎麼辦到的,我甚至完全沒有在思考要不要聽這件事,然後一部份的我就幫我做了決定,然後life goes on

12.03.2011

it wasn't the beginning of happiness, it was happiness itself, the moment right then

I remember one morning, getting up at dawn... there was such a sense of possibility. You know? That feeling? And... and I remember thinking to myself: "So this is the beginning of happiness!
This is where it starts! And, of course, there'll always be more."
Never occurred to me that it wasn't the beginning,
"It" was "happiness".
It was the moment, right then




----The Hours

11.21.2011

11.16.2011

all the girls played mental games

all the girls played mental games,
all the guys were dressed the same

就是沒有辦法不想太多嘛
每次上課都深切的體會到自己的無知
然後沒有辦法評論任何事物

沒有辦法回答一個最簡單的問題像是:那台灣年輕人對於婚姻的看法
我不知道台灣人的看法,但我知道若我說出自己的看法,就會無形地變成全台灣年輕人的看法,我不敢當。所以現在說什麼都只能說是我個人的想法,不見得是台灣人的看法,說完又覺得身為台灣人怎麼可以這麼不負責任,然後發現自己其實並不了解自己國家的人在想什麼、在關心什麼,有什麼樣的歷史脈絡牽扯到什麼樣的問題,什麼樣的價值觀,我甚至不了解自己在想什麼要什麼。
看到讀到遇到越多世界上的人事物,越發覺對於自身的不了解,又奇妙又矛盾。學的越多越是發現自己什麼都不知道、什麼都不懂,總之這樣哲學式的constructing跟deconstructing到最後,只覺得什麼都不能信了,沒有真理。
有一堂課在討論文化之間的不可溝通性,基本上就是說當場坐在教室裡15個國家來的學生,彼此之間是無法達成真正的溝通的,所以我們來這裡溝通我們不可能達成的溝通?三個小時得到的結論是沒有結論。我只覺得非常的沮喪

11.12.2011

we can only try to believe

I like the word 'believe'. In general, when one says 'I know', one doesn't know, one believes.

----Marcel Duchamp (1975)

i'm just a girl

所以喜歡聽甜言蜜語喜歡吃醋喜歡被黏被需要被呵護
喜歡華而不實喜歡做夢需要偶爾愛慕虛榮需要傾聽需要體貼需要溝通
需要可以盛裝也可以素顏需要可以亂買東西
需要偶爾可以任性可以亂發脾氣可以不顧形象的大吃可以兩個人也可以一個人























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11.05.2011

AC


Ian可以再可愛一點~

Elle Fanning小甜心超看好妳!Alexa and Kate,the chicest two!!