Heterochromia

we cry

love crying
feel so alive

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all the girls played mental games

all the girls played mental games,
all the guys were dressed the same

就是沒有辦法不想太多嘛

每次上課都深切的體會到自己的無知
然後沒有辦法評論任何事物

沒有辦法回答一個最簡單的問題像是：那台灣年輕人對於婚姻的看法
我不知道台灣人的看法，但我知道若我說出自己的看法，就會無形地變成全台灣年輕人的看法，我不敢當。所以現在說什麼都只能說是我個人的想法，不見得是台灣人的看法，說完又覺得身為台灣人怎麼可以這麼不負責任，然後發現自己其實並不了解自己國家的人在想什麼、在關心什麼，有什麼樣的歷史脈絡牽扯到什麼樣的問題，什麼樣的價值觀，我甚至不了解自己在想什麼要什麼。
看到讀到遇到越多世界上的人事物，越發覺對於自身的不了解，又奇妙又矛盾。學的越多越是發現自己什麼都不知道、什麼都不懂，總之這樣哲學式的constructing跟deconstructing到最後，只覺得什麼都不能信了，沒有真理。
有一堂課在討論文化之間的不可溝通性，基本上就是說當場坐在教室裡15個國家來的學生，彼此之間是無法達成真正的溝通的，所以我們來這裡溝通我們不可能達成的溝通？三個小時得到的結論是沒有結論。我只覺得非常的沮喪

we can only try to believe

I like the word 'believe'. In general, when one says 'I know', one doesn't know, one believes.

----Marcel Duchamp (1975)

i'm just a girl

所以喜歡聽甜言蜜語喜歡吃醋喜歡被黏被需要被呵護
喜歡華而不實喜歡做夢需要偶爾愛慕虛榮需要傾聽需要體貼需要溝通
需要可以盛裝也可以素顏需要可以亂買東西
需要偶爾可以任性可以亂發脾氣可以不顧形象的大吃可以兩個人也可以一個人

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Ian可以再可愛一點～

Elle Fanning小甜心超看好妳！Alexa and Kate,the chicest two!!

有一天，我會發現其實自己沒有什麼真正想要的東西。

Then I realize, maybe I'm about to spend my whole life looking for an answer that doesn't exist.
Pourquoi pas?
They come, and go. nothing really last forever.
So all we can do is trying to be happy, at this moment, with all the strength that we've got.

I know, it's still a long way to go.

Too long perhaps, for me to see the outcome;
and a bit too good to be truth.
what if I get tired of you? what if I'm not what you think I am.
I don't even know you that well, and you certainly don't know me, no one does.
Can't imagine waiting 10 more months, and then another 5 years. After all, I've already been waiting for 5 years, can't spend my whole life waiting.
It's a fairy tale, with two dreamers of which one is too optimistic and another too paranoid.