Everybody winds up kissing the wrong person goodnight.

Ok, that's not true.

其實我想來寫些開心的文字,but what's wrong with being sad?
Never mind.  畢竟最近心情還蠻好的,可能課程都結束了,報告也交的差不多了,下週就期末考了(咦)

不外乎就是被問一千遍然後回答一千遍同樣的問題 ”你覺得他還愛我嗎?“


當然不可能,你對他這麼差,He's better off without you. (內心os)

”什麼事都是有可能的。“ 我說。

看來最近心情真是挺不錯,甚至連剋星二號(最新版本的綽號叫drama queen)昨天堅持要幫我看手相然後看完說  ”你不會結婚欸“,我都沒有感到不悅(好吧我承認當下大概有兩秒很想衝去結婚只為了看她的下巴掉下來的吃驚樣)



Merry-go-round, and round, and round

兩個目的地不同的人 共乘一匹馬在路上奔馳,

到某一點為止只有一條路,但往後怎樣 就不知道了。





Please don't love me.

How peculiar it is...to love someone you barely know. I mean, I tried it, but I never succeeded. Some people I can only relate to a certain extent, and that's it.  I can like a person so much that I feel like I'm going to explode, but still not able to love him.

So forgive me if I can't love you back.
The truth is, you don't even know me.  And I'm not even pretty, so don't give me those love at first sight shit.  I believe in love at first sight for sure, but that's a different thing.  We never clicked.  Please don't try to impress me.  Please don't flirt.  It makes me feel cruel, because I couldn't flirt back, it would be dishonest to do so; and yet at the same time it's so awkward not to.

Can we all go back to where we belong? -- two parallel world where two people can breath and walk freely without false anticipation or guilt.  We are not even friends to begin with.  You just came out of nowhere, saw the first broken doll and wanted to fix it.  I get it.  But it's simply not yours to fix.  Not this one.

Please don't be so eager and ready to jump into a hole when you don't know how deep it is, how messy it is, and how fucked-up it could be.  Please don't give me a bunch of pretty words and expect me to fall for them.  Flattery is not love, neither does romance.

I never asked you to do anything for me.
Whatever you've done for whatever reason, you did them for yourself, not for me.  To me, they are not love. They didn't mean anything.  I'm sorry, but I have to break it out to you.  I have to, so the next time before you decide to love a girl, you'll make sure you aren't in love with an image you created in your head; and afterwords, saying that she is not what you thought she was, and leave again another broken doll in this world.


I gave what I gave

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love

----Stars, "Your Ex-Lover Is Dead"


Oh~ this is toooo cute!




the petals

The petals fly away,

just like you did.






pink hair



Kitty and Levin

Levin: I'm so glad to see you. You're just the same.

Kitty: I hope not-- I was young and silly in those days.

Levin: Months and months ago!

Kitty: And you haven't changed.

Levin: No. I haven't.

---- Anna Karenina (2012)

(Levin asked Kitty to marry him the last time they met. Although she liked him very much, Kitty refused to accept him because she thought she was in love with another man. The man came to break her heart eventually, and she became bitter about love. One day, Levin comes to Kitty again, telling her that he hasn't changed his affection for her.)我承認破鏡重圓是我的點,不管劇情有多cliché多cheesy只要有情人終成眷屬我都會不小心被感動一下下嘛哎呦


安娜‧卡列尼娜 的音樂好好聽,電影呈現的方式也很酷,故意打造的像舞台劇,戲服超美。小白臉情人看起來很討厭,臉太白;裘得洛的老妝有點嚇到我,嚇到的點是感覺其實沒化很多妝!(所以前面那句裘得洛的老妝應該去掉’妝‘字,改成裘得洛的老..) 髮線比我想象中已經退到很高的高度還要再追加一些,恩歲月不饒人阿

看Keira Knightley演古裝片真的是看得非常厭倦,我真的沒有不喜歡她,但綺拉演的每個角色都一樣,穿古裝長得又差不多(但都很美啦),好像只差在發瘋程度的多寡而已...



The Greek word for 'Return' is 'Nostos'. 'Algos' means 'Suffering'. So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return.

---- Milan Kundera





Before My Time

今天終於看了The 85th Annual Academy Awards!
Les Misérables的演出令我起雞皮疙瘩,看來還是有必要突破音樂劇障礙去看一下

另外一個讓我驚艷的是這首Before My Time
居然是Scarlett Johansson唱的!
背景的冰好平靜,之後再找這部documentary "Chasing Ice"來看

If I should run ten thousand miles home

Would you be there?

Cold feet, don't fail me now

So much left to do

If I should run ten thousand miles home

Would you be there?

Just a taste of things to come

I still smile

But I don't want to die alone
I don't want to die alone
Way before my time

Keep calm and carry on
No worse for the wear

I don't want to die alone
I don't want to die alone
Way before my time

Is it any wonder
All this empty air
I'm drowning in the laughter
Way before my time has come

----Music and lyrics by J. RALPH