GO. SEE.

GO. SEE.

10.26.2011

Get into trouble. Make mistakes. Fight. Love. Live.

"Get into trouble. Make mistakes. Fight. Love. Live."

---- The Three Musketeers













(pic via tomorrowsparties)

miki:

みき
ミキ,みき,幹,樹,三喜,三紀,三記,三樹,三貴,三生,三希,三稀,三季,三幾,三亀,三妃, 美き,美喜,美嬉,美紀,美記,美起,美己,美樹,美貴,美生,美妃,美姫,美木,美希,美稀,美季,美絹,美輝,美揮,美亀,美基,美規,美槻,美幾,美黄,美祈,美岐,美綺,美芸,美来,美城,美葵, 実喜,実紀,実己,実樹,実貴,実生,実希,実稀,実季,実輝,実祈,実姫, 未喜,未紀,未記,未樹,未貴,未希,未稀,未季,未来,未來, 魅紀, 巳喜,巳紀,巳記,巳樹,巳貴,巳輝, 己紀,己基,見希,株,樹,光紀,光希,海喜,海希,海輝,海生,水紀,水樹,水貴,水希,水季,水絹,水妃,泉希,深樹,深幾,深生,充紀,充希,弥紀,弥樹,弥希,弥生,造酒,珠生,真生,心喜,心希,峯希,望綺,望来,瑞希,果希,夢希,


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10.18.2011

loneliness is underrated

症狀:
莫名奇妙的衝動。
未經思考/活在當下。
瘋瘋癲癲。
易失落。
大膽又極度害羞。
非常多愁善感。
因為一點微不足道的小事過分開心。
傻笑。
偷哭。
做白日夢時間劇增。
感性80%理性10%,另外10%未知


要不是沒有戀情,我還真以為自己戀愛了。

10.15.2011

home sweet home















dream house

dream couple




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10.12.2011

活了23年還是這麼的不了解自己。

Don't start anything that you cannot finish.

事情可能可以,但人真的不行,好想念你,好想念單純,說世俗的眼光是壓力,但也是動力吧,只是塑造出來的自己的形象,還是不是自己的形象呢;到底是怎麼走到這一步的,想不起來了,但不走到這裡會後悔,走下去了又質疑。所有想衝動的時刻都因為膽怯和自尊作罷,但也總是在事後慶幸自己當初的沒用。到底要什麼太模糊,不要什麼又太明確了,矛盾兩個字太不足以形容我的混亂。還要維持一副我很好我知道自己想要什麼打腫臉充胖子,微笑的嘴角都破了流血了看不到嗎?討厭又無法克制下意識討好別人的壞習慣;身為女孩有女孩的愛慕虛榮也無傷大雅嘛。遺憾別過度分析會上癮期待別捆綁自己會失望,蔡健雅說。但我現在什麼都沒有了,沒有遺憾也沒有期待,跟男生出去也不會小鹿亂撞,被喜歡有罪惡感,看到小動物不覺得可愛,看喜劇電影會哭,看悲劇又覺得做作,如今做夢夢什麼好像都有點太晚了,好想說其實我沒有夢想可不可以。沒有人想要當沒人愛的女超人,超人總是孤獨,更何況超人也沒這麼好當上的好不好,還是當露意絲,只要尖叫等著被救多好

好想回家,常常想如果誰來接我回家我一定會二話不說掉頭就走,但我不會,因為沒有人。

10.07.2011

One more legend gone

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma- which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”



----Steve Jobs

R.I.P. Steve Jobs.

little red dress


10.05.2011

quote

You must give up the life you planned
in order to have the life that is waiting for you.



– Joseph Campbell

10.03.2011

禍真的很不甘寂寞

所以才不敢單獨行動
所以都一直被我遇到

電梯壞了一個禮拜,終於好了以後只能坐到六樓,我家在七樓。

早上起來,走進浴室,開燈,啵一聲,電燈燒壞,浴室沒有窗戶,晚上只能摸黑洗澡。

收到神祕的包裹提單,提單上說上次送來妳家妳不在,所以請打電話重新約送貨時間。打去,照著提單上的號碼念,小姐說:沒有這個號碼喔,你要問寄件人包裹號碼才能幫你查。“但我不知道寄件人是誰”我說。“你要問寄件人包裹號碼才能幫你查”小姐說。“但我就是不知道寄件人阿怎麼辦”我說。”你要問寄件人包裹號碼才能幫你查“小姐說。

去繳房租,11:31踏進秘書室,秘書阿姨說,休息了請看門上的時間。門上的時間:8:30-11:30。

洗衣機洗衣服,一次2.5塊,我帶了一個2塊跟一個1塊,總共3塊,但是洗衣機很任性,只吃50分錢不吃1塊。

1.

Can't remember who she was anymore.

now that she's playing this game called: think less. She used to think so much and always end up doing nothing so one day she finally got sick of herself and stop thinking. As soon as she started this game, she met two guys, who now she's still seeing, yes, both of them.

Mr.no1 is a decent man, has a decent job and a decent car. He's older than her, almost like a big brother. Tall, humorous, likes cooking and loves animals. Sometimes she feels like she's one of the puppies that he's been taking care of. With him, she feels cherished and secured.

Mr. no2 is a boy, with a sweet shiny smile and an incredible figure. He used to serve in the military but then decided to go back to school. Shy, sensitive, an incurable romanticist. When she talks, he likes to look at her attentively for a very long while and just listen, as if he's devoted himself to this observation of something very fascinating, which She likes a lot.


She's happy, with both of them. but neither one gives her the kind of exquisit pleasure that she's looking for. She often wonders what'll happen if one day she has to make a choice. She can't. In some way they compensate each other; and somehow, she's actually waiting for this Mr. no3 to show up on his white horse and kidnap her or whatever out of this situation.


She looks into the mirror and stop herself from thinking. It's a think-less game, remember?