GO. SEE.

GO. SEE.

9.24.2010

stranger

couldn't recognize the words i wrote,
guess they couldn't recognize me either.

9.21.2010

we will end up in the same place in the end.

裙子有點短。
但三個公車站的距離也短的令人懶的把外套從包包拿出來、攤開(有1/2的機率還要翻面)、再放在腿上,偏偏又一屁股坐到一個會曬太陽的位子,右頰上唯一一個淡棕色的斑一定就是這樣來的,沒錯,一定是這樣,誰叫你每次都要選右邊靠窗的位子,每次。

一抬頭,陽光正好從兩棟大樓之間穿了過來,對上了已經瞇成一線的眼。

那首歌竟就這樣在耳際響起。
像無意間觸發了某個開關,是一首從來不曾喜歡的歌,
然後,一個念頭閃過-- 一個故事就這樣跳到我的思緒裡。
我想要寫一本小說。

連個架構都沒有,只是單純覺得會是一個有趣的故事,或是劇本,或許短的只能當散文;畢竟腦海階段,跟付諸文字階段,常常有著無法跨越的距離。就同人與人之間一樣。
但這會是一個值得被寫下來的故事,我想。

9.15.2010

stop and start!

今天無比焦慮到不行。

但不是月經來(其實剛走)
反正身心處於一種隨時都可能爆炸的狀態
也不知道是什麼原因

剛打開手機月曆
發現今天正好倒數兩個禮拜
原來。
但我行李還沒收 海運也還沒打包
眼鏡還沒配
甚至簽證都還未接到領取通知 (好吧這一項我也無法努力)
然後還有不想赴的約  跟想赴還沒約的約
所以我想是我的潛意識在焦慮

9.09.2010

Sit me down, shut me up









Ten decisions shape your life,
you'll be aware of 5 about,
7 ways to go through school,
either you're noticed or left out,
7 ways to get ahead,
7 reasons to drop round,
when i said ' I can see me in your eyes',
you said 'I can see you in my bed',
that's not just friendship that's romance too,
you like music we can dance to,

Sit me down,
Shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

There is a time when we all fail,
some people take it pretty well,
some take it all out on themselves,
some they just take it out on friends,
oh everybody plays the game,
and if you don't you're called insane,

Don't don't don't don't it's not safe no more,
i've got to see you one more time,
soon you were born,
in 1984,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

Everybody was well dressed,
and everybody was a mess,
6 things without fail you must do,
so that your woman loves just you,
oh all the girls played mental games,
and all the guys were dressed the same,

Why not try it all,
if you only remember it once,
oooh ooooooh,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,



----The Strokes - I'll Try Anything Once





love the song
and can't stop watching this clip again and again
i like the way it just floats 
slowly and softly
like wind 
simple
but real
like nothing really happened
or what happened doesn't really matter