GO. SEE.

GO. SEE.

8.31.2012

life back to normal.. hopefully

總算把電子機票印出來了
拖了好多天
當然本來就要回去的,當然。 但印出來了從電腦螢幕到一張真實地拿在手上的紙了,才有‘成真’的感覺
該回到現實了 五味雜陳
雖然捨不得,但也很期待新學期即將學到的東西;好像距離想做的工作性質又近了一點點?希望是拉
而且快去了就代表快回來了~


新生活新城市新氣象,要好好認真才行
Paris I'm coming!
巴黎 你等著瞧吧 我要好好吸收你的日月精華 哼



picture from fuck the system by We don’t care about the young folks on Flickr.

8.29.2012

across the universe.









pictures from photographs and memories


其實我默默的很愛宇宙風!什麼太空星球銀河系之類的都是我的菜,可能有彌補到小時候志願當太空人的缺憾(但科幻片星際大戰等我超不愛就是了)
之前找asos上宇宙風的t-shirt好少,而且還好貴;後來巧遇marketplace裡的一個boutique,專門在賣手繪的galaxy圖案的衣服跟配件,我超級覬覦,但還是好貴買不下去.. 剛剛亂連亂逛blog發現好多太空風的圖片好開心~趕快貼來這裡
順便應景附一下Beatles的Across the universe拉拉拉


THE BEATLES - ACROSS THE UNIVERSE

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe.
Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me.

Jai Guru Deva. Om
Nothing's gonna change my world


Images of broken light, which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe.
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe.

Jai Guru Deva. Om
Nothing's gonna change my world


Sounds of laughter, shades of life
are ringing through my opened ears inciting and inviting me.
Limitless undying love, which shines around me like a million suns,
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai Guru Deva.

Nothing's gonna change my world





8.25.2012

quotes from Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

“We had everything to say to each other, but no ways to say it”


“But I still couldn't figure out what it all meant. The more I found out, the less I understood.”


“Why didn't I learn to treat everything like it was the last time. My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.”


“I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love.”


“In the end, everyone loses everyone. There was no invention to get around that, and so I felt, that night, like the turtle that everything else in the universe was on top of.”


“Mom told me, “It probably gets pretty lonely to be Grandma, don’t you think?” I told her, “It probably gets pretty lonely to be anyone”


"You can't love anything more than something you miss.”


“Even if I don't like what I am, I know what I am. My children like what they are, but they don't know what they are. So tell me which is worse.”



'Why do beautiful songs make you sad?'
'Because they aren't true.'
'Never?'
'Nothing is beautiful and true.”



― Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

8.05.2012

向前

"以下是我今天聽到最可愛的一段對話

男:如果我們沒有在一起,你覺得我們會是朋友嗎?
女:不會。
男:為什麼?
女:因為我喜歡你。"



今天無聊偷偷發樓楊祐寧的fb看到的
好可愛

*

回到台灣的我是另一個我.這是每次回來後想起,出去後又忘記的發現.
暫時稱此我為比較台的我好了,vs 比較法的我
比較法的我由於去法國當兵總是處於備戰狀態,兵來將擋水來土掩,面對大前方只有當下,沒有過去,而未來則是一直在變的未知數.你所能做的只有一次做一個選擇,然後任憑它把你帶往哪裡,再從新的基地開始,做新的選擇,承擔接下來連帶的後果.一次走一格,在棋盤上

至於比較台的我,由於時間比較多(時間永遠都在不夠和太多中無法取得平衡)於是常常想著我是什麼?我是誰?我愛的?愛我的?想成為的?想做什麼?該做什麼?能做什麼?
常常緬懷過去,計畫(趕不上變化)當前,擔心未來﹔想很多(想太多!),想做的事很多,想吃的東西很多,想見的人很多,願望很多,很多,比較很多,檢討很多,徬徨很多,但身邊的溫暖也很多
想把握的很多

好希望自己能夠勇敢一點
也有足夠的能量可以照亮他人
他 她 還有他 
還有妳 你


其實我也是有很多很多的愛的,和真摯,在宇宙的真空裡好安靜,好想要吵吵鬧鬧
可以相信我嗎 這一次 可以擁抱我嗎

我也好想要大步向前走向愛走
所以不該自怨自艾 要拿出最好的自己
迎接即將到來的



*(這篇網誌是馬拉松耶原來)


關於我愛你

你眷戀的 都已離去
你問過自己無數次、想放棄的
眼前全在這裡
超脫和追求時常是混在一起

你擁抱的 並不總是也擁抱你
而我想說的,誰也不可惜
去揮霍和珍惜是同一件事情
我所有的何妨 何必
何其榮幸

在必須發現我們終將一無所有前
至少你可以說
我懂 活著的最寂寞

我擁有的都是僥倖啊
我失去的,都是人生
當你不遺忘也不想曾經
我愛你


----張懸 關於我愛你