a beautiful place

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

- Kurt Vonnegut

and a very sad place

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a Wallflower

“It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush.  
If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, 
not what they think I am.  And I don't want them to carry it around inside.  
I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.”

---- Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I don't need an ice cream cone.

Drew: You're kind of great, Claire. You do know that.
Sort of amazing, even.

Claire: Oh, come on!
I don't need an ice cream cone.

Drew: It's not an ice cream cone.
What's an ice cream cone?

Claire: You know, "Here's a little something to make you happy, something sweet that melts in five minutes."
I'm completely cool with anything you want to say or not say, I don't need it. Besides, Ben is coming in tomorrow.
Do you want to hear my theory?

Drew: Of course.

Claire: You and I have a special talent, and I saw it immediately.

Drew: Tell me.

Claire: We're the substitute people.

Drew: The substitute people?

Claire: I've been the substitute person my whole life. I'm not an Ellen, I never wanted to be an Ellen. And I'm not a Cindy either. Although Chucks love me.

Drew: I'm sure they do.

Claire: I like being alone too much. I mean, I'm with a guy who's married to his academic career. I rarely see him. And I'm the substitute person there. I like it that way. It's a lot less pressure.

----Elizabethtown

I need a road trip too. Too bad i can't drive. (sigh)

a love letter before the end of the world

To my dear love,

Where the hell have you been? I'm sick waiting for you. Before it's too late, I have some last words to say to you: 

I'm sure that you are quite satisfied with your current situation (or just being very lazy), for you haven't tried hard enough to find me. Well, you can either stay wherever you are, be with whoever you are with right now, maybe it's not going to be the end of the world after all, and maybe you'll live happily ever after without me. Maybe.  Or, you can take a chance. Come to my arms. Go on an adventure with me. And I promise you that we'll have the most amazing 5 days in the rest of our lives. 

If fortunately the world doesn't come to an end too quickly, we can figure out other things afterwards. :)

to be honest,

I don't believe in the end of the world

as I don't believe in love, 

not just yet
(and now that I'm writing here the radio is playing Britney Spear's Till the World Ends, creepy..)

but if it is going to be the end of the world

and if you are in fact the love of my life

why not give us a try?

so this is my proposal to you.

Yours sincerely-- (not yet, but will hopefully be) forever and ever and ever,

Me

p.s. Mind the time, darling. We don't have much days left. Tick-tock.

糗事筆記

昨天上課的時候覺得手酸，於是趁老師面對黑板的時候伸展了一下筋骨
就當我十指在背後交扣、兩手臂輕輕向後伸展的時候，內衣的扣子突然鬆開！！瞬間進入了一個很詭異的狀態，不過還好我的外衣很鬆，完全看不出來胸前有什麼異狀（也沒人在看啦）
外形雖說是沒什麼差別，但感覺上整個很不舒服，比沒穿內衣還詭異。如果今天是坐教室最後一排後面沒人我一定會若無其事地想辦法找機會把它扣回去，偏偏我又坐在第一排！於是我不斷地在教授寫黑板全班大概在認真抄筆記的時候以假抓背的姿勢企圖真扣內衣，好死不死最近天氣冷又穿超多！我無法隔著毛衣順利掌控在襯衫和背心底下的內衣背帶（是叫背帶嗎？在肩膀的叫肩帶，在背後的依推理應該叫背帶吧？），屢屢失敗之後我索性放棄，後來的課都在有點心神不寧的狀態下度過，只能說很慶幸當天沒有報告需要上台...

今天把這件事跟我媽講，還自己說奇怪之前上課也常常偷伸懶腰阿怎麼以前都沒開，是不是我軀幹瘦了～連扣最緊那格也會鬆
殊不知我媽馬上潑我冷水說：應該是妳本來就沒扣好吧

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